sitting here

Man, oh man
I've scrolled through links and link
I've cycled tabs over and over
I've searched google and even duckduckgo
But no

Hell, I even switched off the music
I thought it'd help me think (it didn't)
I went through two bottles of water
Drinking and thinking and thinking
But no

Too much thinking and too much scrolling
My brain pan on fire and my eyes feel swollen
My fingers shake with the stress of speed typing
I've ground my teeth and my tongue smells
But no

When I finally find what I was looking for
I'm too fucked up to enjoy it
I want to close the lip of this fucking laptop
And go to sleep
But no ;)