The Darkness Will Eat Me

I have been staring at the screen for so long

So dazed, so fazed

My memories erased

There is nothing more left to take now

Just the ashes of my soul

Falling down in this dirty air

I am not here or there

I am everywhere and nowhere

Just questions in my head 

With no answers visible

I am waiting to be dead

Waiting for a miracle

Who needs the answers anyway?

Who needs the truth?

There is only pain on this planet

And space is so far away

(so far away)

There was this place called home 

Is it there anymore?

Where life was simple

Where air was pure

Where if you closed your eyes

You would hear for miles

The distant whistles of a trains 

(Rolling rolling)

Going somewhere I'll never go

I know that I don't know

What all this means

Maybe it means nothing

The big black awaits us

The final silence

The shame

Of being born again

The shame of living a life like this

Staring at screens all the time

While our batteries run low

I know that I don't know

But if you go, take me with you

I can't be here alone

The darkness will eat me