Who Understands?

Even after love and hate
There is a deep desire in every man
To be understood
With all his faults, failures and fuck ups
To be understood.

That's why men keep dogs as pets
Because dogs understand
Dogs don't judge
They will love you even if you murder babies
Women on the other hand...

There is no anger even
Just a vapid desire
No glowing embers
Just an aftertaste of fire
The memory of a kiss, drifting away

Thoughts, broken
Like pieces of glass
In kaleidoscopes
Making ugly shapes
Wishing for someone
Who understands.

Too Little Time

When you look at a sunset
How can you say
that there is no God.
This cannot be a work of science
There is too much entropy
Dancing in perfect harmony
With something that shouldn't even exist
(Scientifically)
There is too much magic in the world
And too much beauty
But too little time to take it all in
Too little time

This Stupid Heart Of Me

The world has disappeared
In a puff of smoke from your lips
The perfect O
You know

There is a sadness in your eyes
Sad, as watching a fish die
Don't look at me like this
Don't look at me like this

Say a prayer to the moon, a kiss
She is watching us tonight
The glowing ember of your cigarette
The burning heart of me

Can't you see?

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I want to come back to what i do best. First step has been taken. Soon, we run. Expect good things.

Fuck The Darkness

Remember when you were 13
There were things you'd not seen
Life was strange, world was new
Now what the fuck happened to you?

Remember you said those awesome things
You'd face life, whatever it brings
But now you say go with the flow
You don't listen to your soul scream any more

You think the darkness is blessed
And all your thoughts are messed
You laugh sitting alone, scream its ok
While the time of your life slowly slips away

So wake up soldier wake up
Fuck this darkness, take a stand
High time you gave a fuck
About things you don't understand

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This is for me. I need to do this.

Make Me A Machine

Fuck this stupid heart
This psycho body part
Make me a machine
On oil or on steam

Take this useless piece of flesh
And give me something new
This things that led to all this mess
Are connected to you

I will think of you no more
I'll get this stupid thing replaced
Get a heart-engine installed for sure
That won't lead to a waste

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I can't add a fourth para, so there is a story instead. The First, on my story blog.

I Don't Know Why I am Losing Myself

No one has tried to wake me
Slept somewhere back in time
Now i sleep walk like a zombie
And everything is fine, so fine.

Oblivious to world falling apart
The words of critics don't matter
This sick rhythm is of my heart
While my body gets fatter

Sometimes i'm nudged from my dreams
I grasp and flounder in the dark
But the thread is loose in the seams
The arrow always misses the mark

So I fall back in blissful ignorance
Like a dead fish, go with the flow
Is there a chance of happiness?
I don't know, I don't know

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I fall down 7 times, i bounce back 8.

There was a quote i read a long time ago, "If you can write a poem about it, you can defeat it"

I am fighting.

Recycled Nightmares X

http://www.scribd.com/doc/32281773/Recycled-Nightmares-X

This above is the link to the ebook of poems i made few years back. This is version X. Some changes. Some rearrangements. But all the goodness and the badness too.

Check it out (It's free), let me know how you like it.

Cheers!

N