Hello Valentine

Here we are again
The 14th of February
In fun or in pain
I wish it was still January the first ;)
Why do we need to fix a day to love?
When every day is just beautiful
With you around
I hear every sound
See every color
And smell strange wonderful
Things, I never knew about
One day is too less, love
Really,
I want valentine years
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Gonna CC this poem to my girlfriend :)
Hope you have a kickass valentine's day!
 

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Trapped In A Chair

I am trapped in a chair
A monkey
I get paid for my life
Is there a price for life?
For time?
For youth?
How precious or useless is it?
I do not know.
I just don't.
I wait for the paycheck.
Every 5th of the month.
But I wish
Oh, how I wish.
I were in Ladakh.
But here I am
Trapped in a chair.

The Look on Your Face

So it begins,
Like it always does
There is nothing new to it
We've seen all this a million times before
The same stories, with different people
Love, anger, lust, sadness, madness
Oh please can we have something new now?
How long till the evolution ends
And we become
Angels or pigs in zen
As we were supposed to be
Weren't we?
Oh, i know that look on your face!
No one told you!
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Your life is happening without your knowledge, take charge, don't be dumbfounded when the moment of reckoning comes.

It Doesn't Matter

Sharp swords
Sharper words
How are you going to cut me?
Love.

Time heals
Scabs peel
You know I love the pain?
Never enough.

That look
Yes THAT!
It pierces me, in the sickest ways.
I cry sometimes.

I worship
Only you
So even if you fuck me up
No, it doesn't matter.
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See, I believe in a no holds barred level of devotion. Yeah, that's what I believe in but I don't expect that from anyone, but me. Expecting anything from anyone is just plain selfish and wrong. The best you can do is dedicate yourself. That's all.

I don't like it when it rains

Hello patrons of Poetry
I know you have been watching
Waiting for me to spew
New
Madness upon these pages
But I have just been busy
Doing this and doing that
In between i've not been done
(If you know what i mean)
I've just not been having fun
So let's just wait till things settle down a bit
And I swim out of this whirlpool of shit
I will rhyme again in pleasure or pain
But I don't like it when it rains

Angry Eyes :: A Poem in Free Verse

wordless
lost, alone
floating in the void
Life has become

I cannot scream

fingers splayed
mouth wide open
a silent prayer to the skies
eyes angry
at the games gods play with men

sometimes asleep, I cannot dream
my head full of memories
i can't forget
i cannot remember what I wanted to forget
so i lie fetal, in my defense
ignorant

the cold wind rakes through my bones
whipping snake tongues on my skin
to lick my soul full of sin
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